I actually did take this picture today after shooting todayās quarantine series; Iām doing that on YouTube by the way…consider it a journey. Though, I canāt say I woke up inspired to have another video up, sharing my thoughts and all. I didnāt even post here yesterday. It wasnāt laziness at all, more like I lost my inspiration from yesterday afternoon and forgot how to cheer myself up.
Saying that I wake up energized everyday would be a lie too. Sometimes, the mood isnāt there no matter how much we look for it, and then all weāre left with is to deal with ourselves.
Feeling melancholic is often mistaken for sadness, far from it. It feels more like you know what you want but canāt do it because you donāt want to but will do it eventually since the mood doesnāt feel right because you are neither happy or sad…youāre simply floating in an emotionless abyss waiting to touch the ground and still wondering why you donāt care while at it. Does that make sense?
I did try to take myself out of that mood. Two days in a row feeling like that while in self isolation is not good for mental health Iād say. Today is number 12 of my quarantine. This mood was bound to creep up someday but there isnāt nothing a little glam up canāt cure hihi!
Tomorrow Iāll be uploading a tuitorial of Aliexpress, you know that e-commerce website. Have a visit to my channel if you may. I was asked where I got the funny masks from multiple times (scared my sisters silly with them) https://youtu.be/dVHw7VnGTz0 I hope you find it cheerful and the information helpful.
Till next time…cheers.
A rose š¹ a day... 